Never count on anything involving technology.
My week started somewhat enthusiastically yesterday, with a spurt of last-minute reading and 2,500 words of drivvle genius (I’m thinking positve/delusional). 
But then I went and ruined it by sinking into my usual Monday night grump, which actually turned into more of a oh-my-God-I-don’t-know-what-I’m-doing-with-my-nearly-30-years-of-life crisis. 
I have a feeling that there may be a few more of these little ‘asides’ between now and October. I can’t even call it a quarter-life crisis anymore. Depressing. 
But before (crying myself) to sleep, self-pity and tissues on standby, I told myself that today wasn’t going to be a miserable day. And I was determined to snap out of it this morning with a surge of productivity and brilliance. 
Right up until the point where I realised my laptop was screwed so I wouldn’t be able to work from home. And that walking to work was going to be agony thanks to my running injury from Sunday’s little snippet of over-ambition. And that I didn’t actually have any ideas to be productive and brilliant with. 
So I hobbled to work muttering to myselves, battled with my stupidity for 6 hours straight, managed to put together something that may resemble coherence in the right light and am praying that my supervisors are in a good/hallucinatory mood for our meeting tomorrow. 
As for the oh-my-God-I-don’t-know-what-I’m-doing-with-my-nearly-30-years-of-life crisis, that is still ongoing. 
Although I’m trying to hide it and concentrate on the you’re-only-as-old-as-the-man-you’re-feeling mantra instead. 
That should be good for knocking a few years off eh?! So to speak…
Current Mood: 
Oh the good/hallucinatory moods!
naz
April 2nd, 2010